NekoFitness Life

I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible, and how it can actually ache in places, that you didn't know you had inside you, and it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get or gyms you join or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends, you still go to bed every night going over every detail, and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell, for that brief moment, you could think that you were that happy? And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwile again, and little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.

以下文章節錄自【林雨潔貓咪中途之家】

『有些話，關於貓咪』

今天在網路上看到一篇文章，我覺得很棒，跟大家分享，也想發點牢騷，因為心太累了。

朋友是某動物之家的負責人，最近協會需金孔急，一一打電話募款，我問他：「為什麼不透過媒體，也許會有更多人願意捐錢？」他說：「話是這麼說沒錯，但上次有位熱心的記者報導之後，募集的款項很有限就算了，我們的地址一被公布，第二天門口又多了5隻狗……」 想丟棄寵物的人，反而因此找到了門道，送到動物之家，飼主或多或少安慰了自己的良心。

利用別人慈悲棄養

幾年前，我曾經熱心的將被棄養的波斯貓，轉送給其他想養貓的人。我一直以為自己做了好事。某日，在一個場合遇到了一位空姐，她向前自我介紹：「嘿，我是你朋友某某的朋友，去年有隻貓託妳把牠送走了，真是謝謝。那隻貓是我跟前男友養的，很不乖，讓我很頭痛，後來我換了一隻小貓，乖多了，謝謝妳。」 我聽了差點沒昏倒，真想說，妳怎麼可以利用別人的慈悲來換寵物呢？

這是我保存最久的娃娃，有十年了！初戀男友送我的禮物，是一隻戴著浴帽、手拿小毛巾，準備要去洗澡的小熊...什麼原因送我已經不記得了，但是我記得當那時他要離開台灣時，我常常抱著牠，當成他。